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observation de vous;

observation de moi
on isolé tiennent le premier rôle
vous ne savez pas qui vous êtes
j'ai vous ai toujours aimé
mais vous avez pris mon amour pour accordé
parole au revoir

the 4 hearts

an almost perfect lady.

August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
September 2008

i went for a run just now. i ran and ran and ran. i never thought i could run so fast for so long. then i stopped and i just sat alone in the dark along the canal. and for those few moments, i could only hear the beating of my heart and i felt nothing. for awhile i thought i was drunk on running so fast. i just sat there and looked ahead at the waters. running thoughts through my mind. like everything just rolled along the way. then i looked up, looked around, and suddenly i started feeling the pain from my toes up. i was aching everywhere. and the pain wouldn't stop.

i think the saddest thing that could happen to anyone is when sth happens to you but nobody knows. they may care but do they know? or they just continue living everyday as it was just another day.

i want the world to stop going when sth bad happens. just for awhile. i don't want to have to live like nothing is wrong.

is it the one you don't need but the one you want? or is it the one you need but the one you don't want? i realised the one i need i can no longer have. but like tonight when im all alone because no one cares. i let go of the one i need for the one i want.

i don't even know what im saying anymore. i don't even know what to do. or who i want. or need.

- everything's just temporary;
11:09 PM